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Name:   myjournal
Birthday:   1920-01-01
Joined:   2012-07-10

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wicked. writes:
Haven't written in here for like a month.

Posted on: Sep 8th 2012, 4:20:49am

melancholymori. writes:
Went to Chuck E. Cheese for my birthday lmao My boyfriend got me a Doctor Who poster from the episode with Vincent Van Gogh when he painted the tardis exploding and shit. It's awesome and he also got me a Heartless hat, from Kingdom Hearts. He knows me so well haha
My dad would've been all childish and stupid with me, had he been there. I miss him so fucking much. I cried today... My mom and dad lost their father's when they were 15, too. So weird... My mom said the first year is always really hard. But it slowly starts getting better. Til you have kids, then you hurt again, wishing the kids had the chance to meet their grandfather....

Done typing.

Posted on: Aug 29th 2012, 7:59:00am

Posted on: Aug 24th 2012, 6:56:22pm

melancholymori. writes:
Hai again.
I'll be 16 Sunday.
My first birthday without my dad here. It's really depressing 'cause he always made everything better. My dad was my greatest friend, other than my mom. Now, I only have my mom to talk to about my problems. I mean, I talk to my boyfriend and all but I don't want to bother him with my issues. I just wish I had my father back. That would be the greatest birthday gift of all and quite frankly, it's all I really want. The only thing I truly would love for my birthday is to see my father again. To keep him alive...

Posted on: Aug 24th 2012, 9:24:54am

skeletor. writes:
Dear diary,
So it's been a long long time since I've written in here.
I was supposed to right in it almost everyday. But I've
been far too busy. I got a job, and I have been working
straight after school. I've just been tired and it's
awful. Well, my birthday is in like 15 days. That's just
over two weeks. My boyfriend has no idea what to get me.
But I'd be happy with nothing, just as long as I get to
see him. I mean, my birthday is on a Monday. How awful.
I have home ec on Monday, so hopefully I will get to
cook some yummy foods or something good.

So I work at Coles. I'm a regular check out chick. And
for those who don't know what coles is, it's a supermarket
giant. Well, I get paid minimum wage which is $8.71 an
hour. I work 10 hours a week so that is $87 a week. And
I have plenty of money saved up so tomorrow I'm going out
and buying me some creepers.

Me and Brendan have been fighting. He's really insensitive
and doesn't know how to deal with girls. His ego get's the
best of him and he can be a total caboose. But then he can
be really sweet. I swear he's totally bipolar or some shit.

I had my school sport carnival. Sport isn't my forte, so I
didn't do very well except for 2nd in Javelin, 4th in
Triple Jump and 4th in Shot-put. At least I placed. And I
didn't have to participate in any running events because I
have an injury. So I got to sit with Benny and talk about
stuff. And Jax was there. He was trying to dirty talk me.
He's a bit of a weirdo. I have no interest in him at all.

Connor is mad at me too. Apparently he does so much for me
and I barely thank him. But I guess he's just super mad
because I didn't choose him over the boy I've been with for
fourteen months. But that's what younger boys are like I
suppose. Plus, this guy in my year is being a total dick
and had a random go at me and started calling me a slut.
He's a total schizophrenic asshole. I hope he pokes himself
in the eyeball, because that shit hurts.

Last but certainly not least... When the netball season is
over I'm getting my hair died blonde or light light light
brown. Plus I'm getting acrylic nails again because they
are so pretty. And once I get paid, I'm going out and
buying low top white cons. So excited. Nigga, I'm ballin'.

Sleepy Ari
- Bean (arrrrrrrrrrrrri)

Posted on: Aug 18th 2012, 6:41:41pm

melancholymori. writes:
I'll be 6teen really soon. I'm not really excited about it though, since my mom said I'm not allowed to get my permit til I'm 18 -.- Anyway, I'm sick of pretending to be happy around people. I hate wearing a fake smile and fake laughing and shit. But if I don't smile all the time, people think I'm fucked up. Which I am but they don't need to know that. There have been quite a few really bad things to happen in my life.... So, uhm... My boyfriend is pretty excited about college. He's also nervous and he said he feels as though his life is flying by in a blur. He won't feel that way when he starts college, he may feel like it's dragging on. Who doesn't feel like life goes slo-mo when you have a shitton of homework to do? So, yeah. 4 years of college. He's gonna be an archeologist. He said he's gonna marry me when I'm 18 but my mom said that I have to wait til I'm 19 and 2 months 'cause when I get married or get a job before then, I won't get my dad's social security check every month. So, I guess I'm waiting til I'm 19 and 2 months to get married. Looks like I'll have an October wedding. Which is alright with me I guess, I've always wanted an Autumn wedding..♥


Posted on: Aug 11th 2012, 8:47:40am

wallflower writes:
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. I came back. Yup, bye.
P.S. I love Sofia and Andrea.

Posted on: Aug 11th 2012, 7:51:25am

sailormoon! writes:
Dear whatever,
I moved here from farrahbear. It was a cute username but it got old
realllllllllllllllly fast. And I freaking love Sailor Moon (; Anyways, not too much going on. OKAY. So you know how I was talking about my bestfriend Tori? I was supposed to sleepover her house today. Or since g-g's time is fucked, yesterday. Thursday. But she had softball and recball until 9pm. The
fuck is that? .___. Anywhore; she wants me to sleepover still. Buuuuuuuuuuut
another day so we can swim and shit. We were on Skype for FOUR HOURS. Almost
5 but ya know. (; The fuck we were talking about the most random shit. I miss her.

Glee season 3 comes out on DVD this coming Tuesday! c: I have netflix so hope
-fully they will put it on there soon. Props is the funniest episode ever. (;
I know when school starts, Quinny and I won't be able to talk a ton. She's
made new friends. I'm happy for her, but I know she won't stick around for
long. These people act like they know eachother after a week? Fuck. No. I've
known her for almost 4 years. No judgement ~
This thing gets more difficult to write in. I'm bored.
♥ farrah.

Posted on: Aug 10th 2012, 5:45:48am

b-atman. writes:
dear catsssss.

i fucked shit up.
the end.

Posted on: Aug 9th 2012, 11:39:44am

melancholymori. writes:
My current favorite song is Eyes On Fire by Blue Foundation (Zeds Dead remix) <3

My dumbass ex-boyfriend ran off somewhere. He's done alot of drugs in his life and has gotten himself in a bit of trouble over the years. He quit doing that shit for a while when we were together but after 4 months of being with him, he started doing drugs and stupid stuff again. So the last 6 months of our relationship were sucky, he did alot of stupid stuff and it really hurt me at the time, 2 years ago... But I've learned to not care. But anyway, he quit doing that shit for a while AGAIN and his parents found out that he's been stealing his dad's medication again, so his parents confronted him about it and he got upset and left. Has no phone with him, no one knows where he is. His family is worried about him... He's done this before though. I'm sure when they do find him, that he'll be okay. I wish he'd grow up already. Smh.

I miss my boyfriend a whole bunch. He has to move into his college dorm on the 10th, then he starts classes on the 14th. I'm kind've afraid he might find someone better than me... I asked him if he'd find someone better than me and he said he'd never find anyone better and that he loves me very very much. I believe him, but I'm just insecure. I've been cheated on alot and I've been told that no one will want me forever and alot of other shit... But some dumb boy said that to me. I thought he was my friend but I had only known him for about a month, so he didn't really know me that well. I don't really open up much, it takes me a while to trust people to really open up to them. I trust my boyfriend whole-heartedly and he knows everything about me, good and bad stuff. And he's told me every good and bad thing about him. It's nice to have someone you can trust and talk to like that. Someone who accepts you no matter what and still loves you... <3 I love my boyfriend. He makes me so happy.. I haven't been this happy in a long time. <3


Posted on: Aug 9th 2012, 7:09:22am

甘いバニ writes:
D E A R D I A R Y,,
People on gg Can be real immature.
Why would you HATE someone you've never met?
90% Of these people don't even act like their true selves.
It's really annoyed me lately.
I mean, obviously I've never been in that situation.
Also all the thirteen year old kids that act all badass cause
They like what everyone else likes.

Also: He's gone already.
Korea is so far away......
How long will it be?
Is MinHo okay?

That's all.

Posted on: Aug 8th 2012, 1:55:55am

farrahbear. writes:
Dear whatever thing;
I love Quinny. c:

Posted on: Aug 7th 2012, 10:21:17am

farrahbear. writes:
Dear whatever,
I've been doing way better. No, scratch that. I've been doing
amazing. Quinny is FINALLY BACK! I seriously always cried in
joy when I figured that out. Yes, I know, it's just some person
I met on here, right? Wrong. I've known Quinn for YEARS, and
we've skyped and sent letters to eachother along the way. I've
missed her so much it's ridiculous. This thing happened with
this girl on here and she was such a wreck. She fed us lies and
told us things that were so just, ugh. Disgusted me. So Quinn
left. For the longest time. Until a few days ago I didn't know
of her return. She's had a new account since the start of July
and I had no idea. Not her fault, she only started getting on
a week ago. But I'm so happy she's back, I've got to tell her
to start writing in here! She'll like this type of thing, or
she'll get used to it. She's a bit bottled up, you know. ~

Hopefully I'm going to Tori's tomorrow, which will be Wednesday
because it's like almost 3 AM. She has softball on Tuesday's
so we can't hang out. I want to go swimming xD She just dyed
her hair though so I had to ask Quinn if it would affect it.
She said no, so yay! :3 I hope we can sleepover. Tori is my
wifey 4 lifey (; I'm lame just don't even judge me. Lawls.

Oh by the way I like this kid and well the feelings will never
be mutual so I obviously just cancel out all the good ok bye.
♥ farrah.

Posted on: Aug 7th 2012, 9:28:48am

farrahbear. writes:
You know, I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I want Jessie's girl
Where can I find a woman like that
Like Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I want, I want Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I want, I want Jessie's girl

^ sums up my life completely, okay.
♥ farrah.

Posted on: Aug 4th 2012, 7:57:21am

farrahbear. writes:
dear whatever thing c: ,
i moved from cityoflions. to here. the idea of the
username, i got from cait. c: she calls me farrahbear, and i
couldn't think of anything else!
recently i've been missing rachel. she went to seattle, for
who knows how long. and before she left we fought. personally,
i think i had the right to be upset. i'm not going to get into
it because well, i just don't want to.
i've been constantly changing up my profile because i get
bored of it in like a day or so. i'll probably end up moving
again in about 1-2 weeks, so i need username ideas. pronto.
i like the 'journal' idea. i was thinking of opening up a page,
anonymously of course, for advice. you know start-thinking?
such as that, because trust me, people have issues these days. c;
holding on.
♥ farrah.

Posted on: Aug 2nd 2012, 10:26:50pm

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