i'm so glad i checked my page and i saw what you left for me.
i'm so sorry i wasn't here in time for your birthday. :c
i'm going to leave you an email right now, i'm actually typing it.
i love you so much <3
i check your page everyday to see if you've decided to check in on here..
you still haven't. </3 i miss you so much it hurts. i just need so much explaining to do.
i guess this is how you felt when i was gone for so long. i am SO sorry.
you deserve much better than me. i don't know how you find it in you to forgive me everytime.
you're amazing & i'm so glad you're my best friend. i love you so so so so SO much.
i need your email address..
i really need some explaining to do.
i trust you with all my life.
despite of what i might say in the email address, please know that i will never love you less. you mean too much to me. <3
i came back for you & only you. i just.. really need your email address.
i'd feel more comfortable talking to you there. please understand, i love you so much okay? never forget that. c':